More venting.
A sick thing happened. Two years after Colleen's passing, I received an account for a outstanding amount, from the firm where I rented her oxygen machine from.........
I was very upset, and bombarded the firm with old email correspondence sent to them 2 years ago. Then a lady phoned me about this matter. I explained to her about the mix-up that occurred then. She asked me if my daughter was still using oxygen, and I just broke down! I was crying so much, it was difficult to talk further. She apologised for upsetting me, and promised to sort out the problem. Yea right!!!!!!
Why is it o.k for the whole world to attack and harass me emotionally, but when I start talking about my hurting, nobody wants to hear about it??? I truly hate this life!!!!!
I was very upset, and bombarded the firm with old email correspondence sent to them 2 years ago. Then a lady phoned me about this matter. I explained to her about the mix-up that occurred then. She asked me if my daughter was still using oxygen, and I just broke down! I was crying so much, it was difficult to talk further. She apologised for upsetting me, and promised to sort out the problem. Yea right!!!!!!
Why is it o.k for the whole world to attack and harass me emotionally, but when I start talking about my hurting, nobody wants to hear about it??? I truly hate this life!!!!!
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I understand and wish you some peace. Hugs, Kathy
so understand.... sigh.... wish I didn\'t... love ya!
I am so sorry. This road is rough enough.
Tight hugs, M
I\'m so sorry. It\'s all so hard....and people sometimes make it so much harder.
Vent away darlin! Lord knows it helps me!
Tight hugs of understanding on their way... Prayers too! Love ya!
Oh, how upsetting for you dear friend... That is why we are here because the caring and understanding is 24/7. I truly do believe that for others they are afraid that if they listen too closely it might happen to them.
Lots of deep inhales, exhales and pauses in the midst and sending you gentle hugs of deep understanding.
Loving care,
XO Joanie
So so sorry - I just hate when that happens.....sometimes it seems like at the expense of our hearts, we have to explain.....Hugs to you today! Vicki
Please, GET ANGRY! It is not ok and sometimes ya just gotta let it out! I had one experience after Jason\'s death with a government official who was simply \"doing his job\" but in this case, his job concerned a grieving Mother who just lost her son.
I was sobbing so hard I couldn\'t breathe on the phone. The conversation ended with him assuring me that I would not be hearing from his office again. And I haven\'t.
Keep acknowledging your anger. Keep acknowledging your pain and frustration and fear and feelings!
We are here. Just the same as when I fall apart, I trust that you will be here for me!
Tightest of hugs,
Merrilee
Those experiences are so painful. After Eddie passed away a letter came to my house demanding more child support for his two children that he always supported. I guess the ex-wife had asked for more money before he passed away. I wrote them a nasty letter and said, \"Are you happy now?\" after I explained he had died. Sigh..this life is so hard. Tight hugs of understanding. Love to you and dearest Colleen, linda