More time has rolled by...

I actually don't know how to update this, so much has happened.  I'm going through a mix of emotions and now possibly some depression as well.  I came to this site to get help with my anxiety, to vent about situations at my previous job, to seek solace in speaking with others who were care gives like myself and to get help with my stressors, which at that time was my mom... I have lost my dear, sweet mom... And I'm realizing that I am possibly turning into the loner she had become... my relationship I fear will differ if I don't begin doing things for myself, by myself... But I have never been use to doing that. I've always done activities with friends... Family... Never myself. I don't do things for myself and don't know where to begin really... This is bothering me but I know through the loss of my mom... my grieving, my anxiety, I have to find an answer or I will be alone.