More Than Ever, I Need You Now
To all my friends,and I have met some wonderful ones on here.
But after having lost one of my children,there is a very real chance that I might be losing another one,and if that happens. I just don't know if I'll be able to handle it. God brought me through the loss of my only son, but I'm not certain that even He, could get me through the loss of another. But still I pray anyway.
I've always tried to be the strong one, and now I just don't know if I'll be able to carry on.
Not too long ago,I was in the hospital with pneumonia,they say I died,God brought me back. I just can't help but wonder WHY!!!! Is this yet another test?
This is more to God than anyone,but to all of you,please pray for my daughter. Thats why I say,
More Than Ever, I Need You Now
I love all of you,and I don't know if I would have made it without you,and to those of you who have been, I thank you for being a FRIEND!!!!!!!
Reallove Lynn Darnell
But after having lost one of my children,there is a very real chance that I might be losing another one,and if that happens. I just don't know if I'll be able to handle it. God brought me through the loss of my only son, but I'm not certain that even He, could get me through the loss of another. But still I pray anyway.
I've always tried to be the strong one, and now I just don't know if I'll be able to carry on.
Not too long ago,I was in the hospital with pneumonia,they say I died,God brought me back. I just can't help but wonder WHY!!!! Is this yet another test?
This is more to God than anyone,but to all of you,please pray for my daughter. Thats why I say,
More Than Ever, I Need You Now
I love all of you,and I don't know if I would have made it without you,and to those of you who have been, I thank you for being a FRIEND!!!!!!!
Reallove Lynn Darnell
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Hello,
So sorry. Please know I just said a prayer for you and your daughter. I do know that these things don\'t take a number and there is no limit. All I can say is I don\'t know why. All I can do is pray for you and give you whatever comfort I can.
Lynn,
I understand that questioning you are doing now ..\"Why was I brought through a near death experience God..just to now have to face this?\" I have been there..I know. But Lynn God doesn\'t punish us..doesn\'t seek to hurt us, God doesn\'t hurt. God is your strength when bad things happen, he cries with you, celebrates with you, he hurts with you , he holds you throughout all you face throughout your life\'s journey. It is something we all do in the face of things like this..we begin to question... but this is the very time we must turn to our faith and know that whatever may happen..we are held.Like the \"footprints\" thing..God carries you when you feel you face the hardest times..he does not abandon you. God knows your pain and fear..and God will not leave you now. It is not ours to question when it is our time..God knows. You came through and there is a reason he knows. Maybe it is to do what you are doing right now? Maybe it is because your daughter would face this and would need her dad to be there for her now? Who knows, not me..only God . You are here..and so is your daughter and you are together now..that is a gift ..cherish it. When it is our time to go we all will go..but it is not your time or your daughters either..today.
love ,Sue
I\'ve been through hell before,God brought me out of that as I\'m quite certain He will this,He made me pretty tough,with all the hell I used to put myself through,He knew He would have to give me more strength than many others.
I\'m not really questioning I just have to wonder is it yet another test of my faith?
I cannot say I know how u feel, but I can say that hope I never have to go thru it:I can\'t imagine. It is SOooooooo hard seeing Daddy go thru what he has been, and still is, going thru. Keep me updated on Step. Jeanna
RL, God lets man have free will, so men and women drive drunk, Dr.s screw up, corporations put crap in our food and water and air, our loved ones pass away because of disease, nature, accidents and addictions, try to remember that God is within you and will see you through everything until it is your time to go. Hugs and Love to you