More Than Ever, I Need You Now

To all my friends,and I have met some wonderful ones on here.
But after having lost one of my children,there is a very real chance that I might be losing another one,and if that happens. I just don't know if I'll be able to handle it. God brought me through the loss of my only son, but I'm not certain that even He, could get me through the loss of another. But still I pray anyway.
I've always tried to be the strong one, and now I just don't know if I'll be able to carry on.
Not too long ago,I was in the hospital with pneumonia,they say I died,God brought me back. I just can't help but wonder WHY!!!!                                                                        Is this yet another test?
This is more to God than anyone,but to all of you,please pray for my daughter. Thats why I say,
                                    More Than Ever, I Need You Now
I love all of you,and I don't know if I would have made it without you,and to those of you who have been, I thank you for being a FRIEND!!!!!!!
Reallove               Lynn Darnell