More surgery.. More pain..

Well, I havent been on much and havent written in anyones journals and I feel damn bad about it.. I have to have surgery on both my wrists.. Its not corpal tunnel or how ever you spell that but on my thumbs, wrists on the outside and up about three inches above the wrists.. I have been having alot of pain in my thumbs and then it moved to my wrists.. Now it has moved up in the tendons  and they are swollen and so sore. It feels like there is an elastic band being tightened tighter and tighter around  inside of my arm just above the wrist. It sounds like it too, the sound of crunching and elastic bands..They hurt like a bitch.. Sorry for the language.. Pain pills wont even touch them.. Anyway, they will do the right one on the 10th and the left when the right one heals... Cant wait to be out of this pain..Still sober.. I hope all is well. I love my friends on DS and hate that I have not been on much. Ive missed alot of work also.. Glad I work for my son.. Love you guys and hope you are all doing ok... I will be soon.. I just wish this could have happened in the winter damnit.. Love ya, love ya, love ya... Y'Vonne