More random thoughts

Still just thinking out loud....
It seems that just when I feel like I'm settled, the ground shifts again. I can't see where its moving, but I can feel it under my feet. Right now, it's swaying back and forth.... not sure what way its moving, or how to balance myself while it moves. I only know that Jesus is holding me up so that I won't fall down. I hate not knowing when the next wave of emotions is coming, or how severe it will be when it comes. I feel like I'm suspended at the top of the roller coaster.... waiting for the big drop. Is it gonna be a good drop, or a bad drop?? I don't know. Trying to trust the One who holds my future...my Savior, my Comforter, my Healer, my Redeemer....my Anchor.