More Rambling

Well I came to Kansas to help my 83 year old mom but it was me that ended up needing all the help.  whoopsie!  My mom can no longer afford to take care of me and thats understandable ....so I have to leave.....but I ll also be leaving behind the network of health care professionals Ive been able to put together through free clinics etc.  I get my meds through these clinics through various programs...so Im worried about going med free with no access to meds....Im going to load the truck up and head out to california......almost like I did 40 years ago as a teenager...hitting the road for adventure.....mostly Im worried about the afib....I went into afib after having gall bladder surgery ......and had to have a cardioversion ......but havent had any problems since and wonder if i still need the medicine.....in other words once you have afib you have it forever......also seen class action lawsuit commercials already on TV for Pradaxa......Its all so very confusing.....even with all the valuable information on this web site and the generosity of concern......Im confused.....I ll try to keep my journal going to whoever cares....Vinny