More Progress but Still a Long Road Ahead

I am doing pretty darn well with my lying. I am only occasionally telling little white lies, out of habit, and I am working on that.

It is tough that I am expected by my husband to tell certain lies. These are lies be told to avoid people knowing about the situation that I am expected to maintain or lies that I told to protect him. I don't like lying at all now and it is slowing my recovery. I don't know how to bring this up or reconcile it.

Other than that, we are still doing well overall and are happy overall. We communicate constantly and are very affectionate. I love it. We still have rough moments or days 1-2 times per week, but they are getting less intense and fewer and farther between. I am feeling very encouraged!