More perversion from two separate family members

Last night I got two separate memories of both my brother and my cousin(female) abusing animals.My brother use to fondle my dogs vagina like it was a joke laughing sadistically and my cousin masturbated her dogs penisĀ as well. She would sit there playing with it and make sucking sounds as if she was giving it oral sex which I am positive she mostly like did do when no one was around.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

That\'s terrible! I\'m so sorry, Wheezie. ((hugs))
Wheezie
Wheezie

Thank you Paige.
mamoth
mamoth

im sorry too. this was a trigger. my dog was brutally raped i tried to stop it from happening i had a feeling although i was few miles away i knew i needed my best friend he was in danger. when i went with my mom to pick him up he was yellping and bleeding. our stupid x boyfriend also messed with that same dog. this brings so many tears. and my brothers used to make jokes about what happend to him. he was so depressed and they or mabee it was just one of them gave him alcohal all the time and made him alcoholic and put him in a cupbord forcing him to inhale pot smoke. they messed up my best friend so bad and i feel so much guilt for not saving him like he saved me. people who do that stuff are so horrible. just the knoledge of a dog or humans suffering can be so detromental to loved ones.
mamoth
mamoth

just to clarifi somthing i miss typed....imberessed my mom and i did not have the same boy friend i was refering to our as in me and my alters.
Wheezie
Wheezie

Oh my goodness Mamoth your memory here made me think of something from mine and my husbands past.You remember the dog I told you that loved my husband so much?Well that dog at one point was hurt by my husbands cousin.She was bleeding down there also.When my husband got her back he said not a one of those fuckers would ever touch her again.He warned them if she has even the smallest sign of being hurt he was going to beat all of their asses.They never touched her again. I think that is why that dog loved him so much.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Jesus christ!
I can\'t even begin to wonder how far gone someone has to be before they begin to molest animals. That\'s horrible....and to do it so casually?

*hugs*
Wheezie
Wheezie

Thank you Steph. I know the deeper I get into recovery the more twisted I discover these \"people\" that were around me are.
deleted_user
deleted_user

I have a couple of ugly memories of my SF killing my pets. For so many of us our pets were the only ones offering unconditional love. It\'s amazing how much it hurts to think of our animals being abused.
*****trigger*****
I had a one-year old German Shepard puppy. My SF made me sit and watch as he beat him to death with his fists. I knew about the memory but all the comments brought it down on my head again. Poor furry babies.
Wheezie
Wheezie

That\'s horrible Psyche. Mamoth and I spoke of pets in a message once. I told her I believe pets feel much more than humans believe them to.This dog that loved my husband so was always jealous any time I would go around him.Anytime we would hug or kiss there she would go barking up a storm.She died of a stroke.She had a stroke and basically went into a coma and laid there with her eyes wide open never blinking just shallowly breathing and holding on.After a day or so my husband couldn\'t take seeing her that way so he laid beside her and basically said \"I love you and I know you are holding on because you don\'t want to hurt me but it\'s hurting me to see you suffer this way.You can go and be at peace\".Within seconds she passed away.
mamoth
mamoth

Sorry to hear of that dogs pain and yours. My sisters cat was like that would gard the bed poor couple couldnt get any privacy. Did you know elephants morn there babies/ loved ones years after they loose them? They will go back to where the elephant died and cry at its grave.
mamoth
mamoth

Im sorry psyche that is horrible. I have a lot of these crazy animal memories I was never allowed to talk about. Who ever is? Just went on pretending like everything was ok. My brother put my cat in the washer on spin cycle. The cat lived but you could tell he had brain damage after that. That same dog I was talking about the one we have pics up of was killed by fighting dogs after I turned the rat basterd people in they did that let my dog out and left there beaten hungry dogs at mine. well thats enouph negative talk I think I got that out and I might be merging with Anger god this is scary.
deleted_user
deleted_user

God thats horrible! Im sorry that happened! I had a dog when i was about nine whi would growl at my stepdad everytime he came near me. My dog slept by my bedroom door. Well thats all i remember...but my parents had him put to sleep for some reason and i didnt speak for almost a week.