more patheticness from you know who...

so, I had some papers to send back to my lawyer (for my disability claim).  actually doing things, and on time, is obviously part of why I can't work.  but, I noted the deadline.  didn't mail it back when I should have, partly cuz I had a couple questions about the form, but actually calling and talking to ppl is stressful, so of course I didn't get to that either.  so, since I didn't mail it soon enough, instead I scanned and emailed it to them, so they'd get it on time.  they replied right away, said thanks, but asked me to mail the original too.  I said of course.  so, I was going to mail it that night or the next day, but my dad said he had to mail something the next day, so he could do it.  and I was like yeah, but he also kept saying he was gonna do laundry, and never did it (been fun using the same towel over and over...), and I said I've been meaning to go to the store anyway, so I could mail it then, if I do...but he kept insisting that he had to mail something tomorrow, and it wouldn't get picked up til then anyway, so I was like, ok...then the next day, he asked if my letter was ready to mail, I said yep.  I went back in my room, and just assumed he mailed it, since it disappeared from where I left it.  until 2 days later, when I see the package and my letter sitting there in the living room (I hardly go in there, cuz my creep neighbor w/the chair on his roof pisses me off).  so I ask why he didn't mail it like he said he was going to.  he said well he was going to when he/we went to the farmers market, but of course we never went, so...but that was a day AFTER he had said he was going to mail it.  and of course, by then it was after it had already been picked up, so would have to wait til monday. so, of course, I got pissed off.

It just pisses me off, the constant patheticness from him, who bithces and yells for months for me to apply for disability, cuz he's sick of me not being able too pay rent, and he acts so sick of me living here, yet he never wans to do anything to help me, esp. w/the disability that HE KEPT TELLING ME TO APPLY FOR!!!  and this is why I just get so pissed off and/or depressed, and just wanna go back in my room and lay in bed all day, when you have no one to help you or care, or just talk and listen to you, and say "yeah, that sucks", and the only person that does care or is around, is the one pathetic person who can't seem to do anything himself either, and just pisses you off even more.