More drugs

Here it goes with my beans yesterday.  Had none to take today so I've been in complete misery.  I do, however, have a little coke left from the last time and it would make the misery disappear as always.  It's no wonder the stuff is SO addictive.  What should I do?  Do it and feel great for a while or just save it and fight out the storm?  thanks!!!  peace and Love