More Dark Forces

I would love to come to this forum all pumped and ready to rock and roll because I am.Except so many things are going wrong I almost feel like I should cancel my surgery.My son is not well (at all), finances are a problem( huge) and a close relative is creating havoc (major).It was the last straw when my good friend, who is accompanying me on my journey for surgery, had a big problem with the surgery date.She had a meeting she HAD to attend. This did not mean she was going to bow out but she WOULD   have to drive 32 extra hours round trip and leave me alone for 2 extra days to make this possible.She was willing to do this (a living saint!) but we both realized getting me to a safe place after surgery and leaving me alone for 2 days was not viable. Fortunately my friends positive attitude prevailed and the heavens opened up.The meeting was set for the week before which puts her in my town at exactly the right time for us to scoot down the road in plenty of time to make it.  So I was thinking...Maybe all the obstructions are not signs from god.... but just life.To anyone who is struggling please know ...my heart goes out to you. If we hang in and keep a positive attitude all things are possible.