More changes, or should I say ones that happened already but are about to again......

After Bryan passed away his 11 year old daughter, who was part of my life for the past 3 years, went to go live full time with her Mother. I didn't really see her much during the last few months that he was ill. He was always feeling too bad to have her around. I miss her. I have my daughter, who is 13, but I still wish I could see my "step daughter" more. Anyway, she wanted to take Bryan's husky. He was her dog since she was 3 or 4 so I was totally okay with it. After they took him her Mother ended up getting an eviction notice and asked me if I could hold on to him for awhile until they got another place. I was sad when they took him so I was happy to take him back. Now, they have a place again, they want him back, and it's breaking my heart. I feel like he's the only piece of Bryan that I have left to hold on to. I have some of his things but it isn't the same. Over the past few years he has become my dog too. I will miss him. It's like I'm losing my family all over again. Mindless rambling but it's sad, to me, and I just want to start feeling normal and stop feeling like my world has been torn apart again.