More blood

Well last night when I went to pee, I got shocked/sad when I saw red blood again. I am thinking that I just lost the small peanut. I was so sad that I didnt even sleep, I just lay there praying that the other 2 were ok. I called this morning and left a message with the nurses and I am waiting for a call back. I even took a HPT this morning. Am I being crazy? The bleeding has stopped, the HPT was positive, so I am just going to pray that they are growing strong. Thank you for all the kind words. Love you.