More Blah

I have been even more blah today.  Usually a long walk or run will make me feel better but 6 miles later I actually felt worse.  Then I remembered I forgot to take my depression pill today so took it when I got home.  Not feeling better yet but hopefully will soon. 
I am feeling a disconnect with some friends which tells me I need to make more friends.  You know how that is, you write to them and they don't write back so you feel like you're wasting your time.  They are probably just busy so... it is ok.  I guess I am just a high maintainance friend lol!  
I think I will attend an AA meeting tonight. Those always make me feel better.  I don't know why.  I think there is some sort of spiritual presence at those meetings.  The Christians call it the Holy Spirit.  Maybe thats what it is, I dunno but it's some unseen force working on our behalf, no doubt about it.  
Business is actually picking up!  My wife is liking her job more but I just wish she didn't have to travel so far.  I can already see that the front tires will have to be replaced sometime soon.
Thankyou for reading this,  I love my friends!  God Bless you all!
 

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JoyceMarilyn
JoyceMarilyn

I hope the meds kick in soon and the AA meeting does the trick to chase the blahs away! Fellowship is great!
deleted_user
deleted_user

what med are you taking for depression? how long have you been taking the med? When I first started it took 6 weeks for the med to kick in. keep working on you...good luck and God bless.
NoraMc
NoraMc

Could your blahs be the time change and the crappy weather?? enjoy your meeting....
BubblesDavey
BubblesDavey

I know going to an Al Anon meeting can change my life viewpoint.
Reading or watching the news can get me down also.
Stay well dear friend.