Morbid premonition of passing
People don't usually like to be wrong--but in this case I pray I am wrong.
Have felt a morbid, weepy feeling that I am going to pass away soon.
I was sobbing and asking God to give me a few more years. Now that I have a good relationship with my sister, a lovely building to live, have lost so much weight and have pretty clothes, I don't want to leave this earth right now! Saw my favorite niece yesterday. She lives in MO and I don't get to see her often. We both cried.
I'm only 71 but have had a hard and stressful life. I've already cheated the Grim Reaper several times.
Please everybody, pray that God hears us.
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Judy in this day and age 71/is still young. What you experienced is something I think many of us older people have had. Strange, phenomenon for sure but not to worry. You sound like you have things under control.....loneliness will at times lead to those feelings. Remember if you have God In your life you are never alone. Judy, I meditate every day and talk to God as I would you. I get a lot of comfort from it, and a positive feeling that I will have a great day...xo
Judy, our dear friend. Big caring hugs. i'm keeping you in my prayers. i know you have some worries, and fears. we all do. remember, how far you've come, and the wonderful goodness of times lately, with your niece, and taking good care of yourself, having time with family, the holiday's. You've been having lots of wonderful positive times :) we all can have times, when we worry about death, passing, or fear of loved ones passing. it's all natural to have those worries, and fears at times. i definitely encourage you, to speak with your dr, if you have any worries. There's been times lately, the news has been unsettling, and that can make us feel anxious, worried, or fearful. i sometimes "De-news" from the news, and i watch some history channel, or travel channel. it's a good escape, from the worries, and every day stresses of the news. continue to surround yourself with positivity, and remember the positive energy we put into our days, can come back, to bring us positive energy too :)
You're an amazing friend to us, we care deeply :) continue to take good care, and take each day, one day at a time :) You've got us here, and we want to share in many more wonderful years of friendship joys :) You're a wonderful person, and we love you :)
You are NOT going anywhere!!! You still have things to do in this lifetime. And I need you too!!! A card is on the way!! Love and Hugs
This is what freaked me out. I kept feeling an ice-cold "aura" or energy around me. I don't mean my body itself was chilly, like from the a/c. I mean an ice-cold energy or "presence" surrounding me. What do we think of when we think of ice-cold? Death, the morgue, the tomb!
71! you're only a young one, plenty of things to do yet, my grandmother lived to be 97yrs old and my ex's grandmother was alive til 104yrs. an old friend of mine got a degree in business studies when he was 90yrs old. anything is possible! more good energy sent to you with loads of hugs.
praying for you! wow!
you lost weight!!!! that is so great. wish i would lose weight. your life sounds lovely. hope it continues to go well. are you ill? is there a reason? is it in the form of a bad dream, that can be indigestion if you eat a heavy meal in the evening. try eating lighter, like a breakfast at night and no meat of course. feel better. xxoo