Mood Swings
I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have now are memories, and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake, from which I'll never part. God has you in His keeping. I have you in my heart..... I miss you Cara. Mama
I couldn't sleep this morning... so I got up around 3:45am... then decided to cook... just restless... cooked a bunch of stuff I shouldn't eat... wish you were here to eat a bit with me... I used to feel kind of smugly happy when you'd nag at me to cook some of your favorite dishes saying how much you missed my cooking... so I am on a wee bit of a downer... It will pass... but damn its so hard sometimes... but not as hard as never having had you would have been... so its okay baby...
I couldn't sleep this morning... so I got up around 3:45am... then decided to cook... just restless... cooked a bunch of stuff I shouldn't eat... wish you were here to eat a bit with me... I used to feel kind of smugly happy when you'd nag at me to cook some of your favorite dishes saying how much you missed my cooking... so I am on a wee bit of a downer... It will pass... but damn its so hard sometimes... but not as hard as never having had you would have been... so its okay baby...
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ah, the mood swings....
Tight hugs my precious, beautiful friend....
My heart and emotions are also crying out....! Unconditional love is forever, and true love never ever dies. Big hugs to you, my friend! xxx
Love and hugs. It is so hard sometimes. But as you said, we would have missed so much without our precious daughters.
Marlenexxxooo
Thoughts going up for you
Loving care my friend... Oh, I so understand this spin cycle of emotions. Missing your Cara and all the simple things in life that you hold so dear.
I like your new profile picture too. Such a beautiful smile and very symbolic.
Gentle hugs,
XO Joanie
Sometimes we have to wait until we get to the other side, to have the kind of relationship we wished-for in this life-with our beloved children. I would have definitely liked more time with mine! But then again \"it\'s never enough time\"...regardless of how old they are when they transition... Jesus, and one word help me to cope through this waiting period...\"Reunion!\" Love, Donna
I love the way you write that you feel bad but not as bad as you would feel if Cara had never come into your life. I think that way of Greg all the time. I would never have said no to his coming into my life even though I have experienced the worst pain I will ever feel. Sending love to you today and hoping that Cara and Greg have found each other in the other realm! Love, Anne