monday, wk 5

So yesterday wasn't a great day, but it wasn't a horrible one either, well at least until night-time. I was doing well until I smoked, then ate about 1200 calories just in munchies! :-P Anyway, the total for the day was about 2000, which, isn't terrible, but isn't great. I lost .5lb, didn't gain from it, so its ok... learn from my mistake, that is what I must do.Now, for that boy of mine... he tells me that he is going to pick up his buddy to work with him. I say, 'oh, so he is staying the night, huh?' Mike assures me that he is going to tell Derek that if he wants to come hang out, he has to drive himself so that he can go home. Mike brings Derek home, they get drunk, Derek stays the night!!! Mike is such a selfish, pompous asshole sometimes, guh! Then on top of that, I asked Mike for him and Derek NOT to eat of bunch of my 100 cal. snack packs when they get all drunk, and SERIOUSLY there were at least 10 wrappers in the computer room, not to mention, they drank ALL THE BEER!! (which don't really bother me, b/c I HATE bud light, but now Mike has no beer, so he will buy more, and we are piss broke...) I was very tempted to kick Mike and Derek out... I don't understand that everything I ask of Mike, he does the EXACT OPPOSITE... I don't know how much longer I can put up with this... I really don't. Its a shame because other than his laziness, Mike is my match in every other way... But I'm not sure if it is something I can overlook.... *sigh*