Monday morning hurting
I spent alast week working up my readiness for the week-end and wanting to get through the week-end no contact. I was successful but not for the reason I thought exactly. He didn't reach out to me at all. I don't know what he did or didn't do but there was nothing said or done with me at all. So, that was weird.
The good news is that I didn't contact him at all either. Maybe we are both passing a milestone. Moving on. I don't know. This morning driving to work was painful though. I am so used to talking on the phone on my way to work as that is when we often will talk and really just hurt one another. But there was always hope. Everytime he called that this time would be different. Now there are no calls. No hope. That stings.
My daughter is struggling with life. It is painful and I need him. I need him to be the man he used to be before the drugs and alcohol. I need him to be her dad. It is just very painful and it hurts a lot today.
NC: 1 week, 22 hours, 49 minutes
The good news is that I didn't contact him at all either. Maybe we are both passing a milestone. Moving on. I don't know. This morning driving to work was painful though. I am so used to talking on the phone on my way to work as that is when we often will talk and really just hurt one another. But there was always hope. Everytime he called that this time would be different. Now there are no calls. No hope. That stings.
My daughter is struggling with life. It is painful and I need him. I need him to be the man he used to be before the drugs and alcohol. I need him to be her dad. It is just very painful and it hurts a lot today.
NC: 1 week, 22 hours, 49 minutes
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How old is your daughter?
She is 19, kbb.
Oh yeah I see...my daughter just turned 18 so we\'re in the same boat..yeah it sucks not having her mom here as she left and our daughter stayed with me..so I know how you feel. Be strong for her, I know it\'s hard.