monday morning babbling

its's a monday morning but im feeling pretty good even though ive only been awake or ten minutes lol but i feel more positive today straight away i dont really know why but im glad i do,im still not out of the slump of feeling crappy but atleast i've managed to get myself motivated today and today is all that counts for a while just one day at a time and ill get myself on a decent mental footing again.
my sister gave birth to my neice this weekend so im an uncle for the first time , it's almost xmas and i have alot to be thankful for i think i just need to remind myself that more often things are going pretty well just i keep on getting down on myself and just kind of giving up on myself and feeling im useless but ummm yeah i just realised im babbling but it is monday morning after all :S ill write a more detailed journal update at some point lol