Monday in February

I know that I have plenty to be thankful for but some days all I wanna do is sit down and cry for about an hour then take a nap!! The thing is, I cant do that!! I am a 37 yr old grown woman with 2 kids. If I don't get the bills paid who will?? Here in the real world that's just the way it is.
Sometimes the thought crosses my mind and I wonder, if I had a million dollars...what would be my problem then? I know everyone always says money don't buy happiness but I can bet that it would help in some areas.
 
I look around and I watch people sometimes and think to myself...how do they seem to have it so easy?? Do they never let things bother them or get them down?? My kids are wonderful and I should be enjoying every second with them right now while they are growing up but all I can do sometimes is feel sorry for myself...Pretty sad huh!!