Monday, February 25, 2008

Still waiting for the VA to get that Mobic in so I can go down there and pick it up before getting stuck in rush hour. Hate rush hour! The pain started radiating down my legs again lastnight, and when I get bad pain in my sleep I don't wake up. I just get nightmares. It must have been bad, cuz I dreamed I couldn't walk and the pain was so bad I was actually crying. I never cry from physical pain, but in my dream I did. I also dreamed that my SSDI claim got aproved. Now that would be awesome if it came true! Matthew and I just hung out and played Tetris together lastnight. He was tired from getting off duty AGAIN. They've been bombarding him with duty since he is not going on another deployment soon because of his shooting hand. That's what I like about our relationship, we do simple things that are chill, like the beach and chillin at home.  No craziness like clubs or parties that require too many people and too much noise. He got me a book for Vday called The Fibromyalgia Cure by David Dryland, MD. It explains his experience with thousands of Fibromyalgia patients, his analysis and what treatments people can do that work. So far I got to ch 3, I've learned about the symptoms and causes and how adrenalin ties into it. Pretty interesting and makes a lot of sense. Mom's been reading it too. She's a couple of chs ahead of me, since my attn fails after a couple of pages. She's learning a lot too. Good book.Ok got my meds finally. Yay!! Jen (Eric's girl) came over to hang out and eat dinner with us. She cracks me up! I always enjoy her comin over, she's pretty funny.