Monday already

I guess I should be happy that it is Monday and I made it again past a lonely, boring weekend.  Yesterday I had the worst miagraine ever probably due to the storms we are having in the area and the pressure dropping or rising.  It happens.  Its like my head is a weather indicator.

Yesterday my boyfriend drug me down to his friends house.  The friend had music blaring and my boyfriend lit up cigarette after cigarette and between the smoke and the loud music my head started pounding worse.  Too much stimuli.  Im a quiet person by nature.  I was so disgusted watching boyfriend chain smoke that Im mad at myself for letting my expectations go so low.

I thought if I chose opposite I might actually get treated well.  I just didnt choose right. My selector is broken i guess.  And then theres that Fire sign.  He makes me so mad...or maybe Im just mad that Ive once again gotten myself into a mess.  I basically gave the Fire sign his forever walking papers yesterday.

As much as Id love to pursue something woth him, id be an idiot to think I could do anything else in this current state.  So, I cut all ties.  Probably best for the both of us.  I have disengaged at work.  Too much drama going on there.  I just go, put my manifestation music on and zone out.  I hope everyone has a peaceful, safe week.  Ive got to get ready for work.

Broken Bridges