Monday again

So the weekend came and went - My landlord had his sister and and brother-in-law around and they were actually very nice people, and like my landlord Ian, they like their drinks.I did manage to see my children again during the weekend and it was great, although I'm feeling sad that I missed out on my youngest daughters 2nd Birthday this Sunday, because I wasn't allowed back at the house. I can't stop feeling bad about the injustice of it all, and that I have been reduced to this part time dad, I feel remote I don't like it one little bit knowing I wont be there for her 24/7, and so to be frank it's breaking my heart.Today I woke up early about 2am - I'm not sure if I woke up my landlord by snoring or whether he woke me up by going to the toilet in the next room, either way I didn't really get back to sleep. I will probably feel tired later today. I now have an interview for job at the beginning of July, as I'm not working at the moment which is another thing that is driving me nuts. I think I may look at volunteer work for the time being, that is how bored I am. I really don't like being alone right now.