Monday 2/10/2014
8:00am
So yesterday afternoon the pain ramped up a bit. I left the level at (3) but it was a high (3). This morning it's still a moderate (3) hopeing it doesn't get any worse today. I have my derm doc appointment tomorrow at 2:20pm. I think the pain cream is irritating my skin more then helping...ugh. The skin seems darker too so who knows what's going on. Falling the f-ck apart it would seem.
My mood went down yesterday afternoon too. In part the pain but just kind of blah. I was in bed at like 7pm. I'm sure the weather doesn't help. I have to shovel again today so I'm just going to count that as my workout today since I have zero motivation right now.
Work wise I need to keep plugging away at that ULINE project. I've made a lot of progress but there is so much work now that we are 2 people short and who knows when they will find replacements.
Mentally I'm not too bad but I'm a bit worried about this dark spot on my skin. I'm sure it's nothing but I'll see the derm doc tomorrow and see what he says. Just another load on my current wagon of crap.
Oh look, it's snowin again....weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I just want to get this doc appointment over with tomorrow. I think I'm done after that. If he doesn't find something that helps then I'm just going to call it a life and move on. If it's truly nerve related then maybe it will eventually work itself out but I really don't care anymore.
So some more coffee and for today I just want to get some work done, shovel and call it a freakin day....
2:00pm
So I made progress on my work project and was able to get the snow shoveled. It's really cold and going to -2 tonight. So tired of being cold. I had to put air in my tires because the goofy rims leak. I'm getting a new car once the weather gets better.
The pain is mild/moderate (3) which I've basically just gotten use to.
My brain is tired at this point so I'm just going to do some documentation and babysit the systems for the rest of the day. I don't want to go to another doc visit...ugh. Then next Wednesday I have my regular doc visit to talk about coming off the Klonopin.
Long, cold winter......
So yesterday afternoon the pain ramped up a bit. I left the level at (3) but it was a high (3). This morning it's still a moderate (3) hopeing it doesn't get any worse today. I have my derm doc appointment tomorrow at 2:20pm. I think the pain cream is irritating my skin more then helping...ugh. The skin seems darker too so who knows what's going on. Falling the f-ck apart it would seem.
My mood went down yesterday afternoon too. In part the pain but just kind of blah. I was in bed at like 7pm. I'm sure the weather doesn't help. I have to shovel again today so I'm just going to count that as my workout today since I have zero motivation right now.
Work wise I need to keep plugging away at that ULINE project. I've made a lot of progress but there is so much work now that we are 2 people short and who knows when they will find replacements.
Mentally I'm not too bad but I'm a bit worried about this dark spot on my skin. I'm sure it's nothing but I'll see the derm doc tomorrow and see what he says. Just another load on my current wagon of crap.
Oh look, it's snowin again....weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I just want to get this doc appointment over with tomorrow. I think I'm done after that. If he doesn't find something that helps then I'm just going to call it a life and move on. If it's truly nerve related then maybe it will eventually work itself out but I really don't care anymore.
So some more coffee and for today I just want to get some work done, shovel and call it a freakin day....
2:00pm
So I made progress on my work project and was able to get the snow shoveled. It's really cold and going to -2 tonight. So tired of being cold. I had to put air in my tires because the goofy rims leak. I'm getting a new car once the weather gets better.
The pain is mild/moderate (3) which I've basically just gotten use to.
My brain is tired at this point so I'm just going to do some documentation and babysit the systems for the rest of the day. I don't want to go to another doc visit...ugh. Then next Wednesday I have my regular doc visit to talk about coming off the Klonopin.
Long, cold winter......
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Sorry the pain is up. Hope your spirits lift. While you are doing all that shoveling, that I know is hard work, think about how much it means to your neighbor. I can tell you words will never be able to express it. Hope your day gets better, and remember what you always tell me, baby steps. Let me know how the doc apt goes. Warm, gentle, hugs.