Mommy misses you so much

Hello my angel. Mommy wanted you to know that I miss you so much. I miss your little kicks inside me letting mommy know you were there. Today mommy was having a bad day. Mommy gets these moments knowing that I was so happy and excited about having you. It hurts mommy that I want to give you a sibling to look out for but daddy doesn't want to try. It hurts mommy to know that we would bring you home in a few weeks. Now I count those empty,  painful days. Mommy doesn't know how to make this excruciating pain go away. I wish I can hold you and kiss you. Mommy's tears won't stop for you. Evelyn, please give mommy the strength and faith to make it through each second, each hour, each week and each month.  Mommy loves you with all my heart. I miss you my baby girl.