Thank you all for the encouragement in my healing. I hope you all are doing well too. I am slowly making progress one day at a time. At least once or twice a week I go with no lights on inside my apartment at night to test my fear of the dark. Well, I have not had much problem ever since the first night I begun it. Every now and then I will have a night light on, it just depends. I think I am about ready to test my bounds by seeing if I can sleep in my own room, but I can't seem to get myself in there because it brings back memories from the rape because his room is directly above mine. See what I mean??? Any thoughts on getting myself to sleep in my own bed? I did break down and cry a little today because what he did to me almost 7 months ago hurt me a lot. I hate the guy, but do long for him to see Jesus. I have a gut feeling, but not sure on it, that he may be going back to church due to what he has been doing on Saturday's. I hope so. I sure am praying, or at least trying to. I officially do graduate from Manhattan Christian College this July. I am so excited!!!! I have enrolled in my last set of classes, and am striving hard to pay them off before the semester begins. Oh, I get to go to a Leadership Simulcast this Friday at my church, and I get to use it for work as CEU's. I am so excited, and the speakers are renowned and phenomenal. I am glad to build upon what I have learned from MCC to attend this event. Have a great week!