Missing you Evelyn

It's been almost 3 months and mommy is still having such a difficult time accepting that you're gone. I still cannot believe it. It has been the most difficult 3 months of my life. Never during the time i had you in my life, would I think that I would lose you. Mommy and daddy should be bringing you home in a few weeks. We should be hearing your cries, changing your poopy diapers and feeding you milk.It feels like a horrible nightmare and I can't wake up.I wish the pain of losing you would go away. My heart aches so much for you. I can't wait for the day that I will hold you in my arms again. Mommy made it through this week but I need your strength to help get me through the coming week. Mommy misses you so much and would do anything to have you back in my life. Sleep tight my angel. Mommy kisses you good night. I love you Evelyn.