Missing the friendship

I really miss my friendship with him.

I still struggle with the idea that someone can have two such completely different sides to them; one so thoughtful and loving, the other so angry and purely cruel.

I wish so badly that I could have had closure on our relationship. Instead I imagine the story of my life with him looking like a book that has been ripped in half with; the story abruptly interrupted and never to be completed. * sad heart*