missing my friend, hoping i don\'t mess things up with her
i am really missing my friend. it sucks that she is out of town this weekend cuz since she is, i can't call her or anything. oh i just can't wait for her to come back so that i know she will be come. i just miss her lots! i know u can tell i love her alot. LOL and i do alot, its hopless i know. :) LOL just hoping that she is having a good time. i hope that for her, since i love her to death. but i am always so worried about messing things up with her. i guess i worry about it cuz i don't want to lose her ever! i would just die i wouldnt be able to take it. so im trying to do everything right and i want her to do what she wants to do. so im not going to call her right away cuz i dont want her to think im bugging her. so ill email her instead, then ill call her later on. i just can't wait for the next time i see her. i hope its soon!!!!!!!!! cuz i miss her to much! I love u D !!! so so much! with all my heart!
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i\'m happy u found someone starynite but b my advice is to b careful about co-dependency.... to care is ok but to obsess is not a good start for a good healthy relationship in the future, i\'ve been there. i hope i dont offend you, it just seems a lil much. i think a trusting relationship is being able to let the other person live their life and having your own things to do and have your partner do the same, if not you could be worried and feel like you always need yor partner [or whomever you become co-dependant too] to feel whole. if your lvoe is meant to be, its meant to be. try do to things for yourself and have fun where she\'s gone. i really hope you understand. their is a site on DS for co-dependency maybe you can look into it if you want if you don\'t believe me?
best of wishes.
I am glad you and her are good friends. I would not worry so much about messing things up with her. Just enjoy the time you spend with her.