missing my friend, hoping i don\'t mess things up with her

i am really missing my friend. it sucks that she is out of town this weekend cuz since she is, i can't call her or anything. oh i just can't wait for her to come back so that i know she will be come. i just miss her lots! i know u can tell i love her alot. LOL and i do alot, its hopless i know. :) LOL just hoping that she is having a good time. i hope that for her, since i love her to death. but i am always so worried about messing things up with her. i guess i worry about it cuz i don't want to lose her ever! i would just die i wouldnt be able to take it. so im trying to do everything right and i want her to do what she wants to do. so im not going to call her right away cuz i dont want her to think im bugging her. so ill email her instead, then ill call her later on.  i just can't wait for the next time i see her. i hope its soon!!!!!!!!! cuz i miss her to much!  I love u  D !!!  so so much! with all my heart!