Missing Everyone

To all dear friends here at D.S. I am still GF AND SF, MY FINANCE teacher gives us so much H.W. I don't have one minute to myself  between work and this class, it really sucks. I have 3 more weeks left of this class, and I can't wait until it is over, but the next class might be worse. I have just been so tired lately and probaly stressed as well. I need a vacation. Tomorrow I have a doctors appt, my thumb has been numb for like almost two weeks, it is probaly just the carpal tunnel, and I have some weird cyst near my but crack the hospital said it was some pilinodal cyst and it just has to drain, well it was gone and now it is back, I guess I will talk to the doctor about it tomorrow, I am trying to get tests done for alot things, sleep apnea, blood tests, and now this crap, does everything fall apart when you are 40, it just seems like everything in my body is falling apart. Well anyhow I do not want to just ramble on. Eveyone have a GF AND SF weekend, I will check back in soon. I am so tired I just can't type anymore. Hugs to all,Mindy

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Oh, I used to get the cysts, they can be so painful, finally had to have one surgically removed, cause nothing kept it from coming back...I haven\'t had it return since then, and that was in 1993.....I know what you mean about falling apart...I didn\'t start til I was about 42, but now, things are falling apart that I didn\'t even know I had....LOL..I think it has alot to do with the way we let our health go when we were gambling.....we didn\'t take care of ourselves, but we damned sure took care of those little demons! Now we have the time, and the $$ and the opportunity to take care of the things that we neglected back then, namely our health....
Hang in there, you don\'t have much more left in this finance class, and I am sure all of you hardwork is going to pay off really well in the end.
So glad to hear from you...take care and pop in once in a while.....

hugs and love
D
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So glad to hear an update from you. You are lucky, my body started falling apart when I was 20. Sometimes you just have to adjust to different things in life. Hopefully the next class will be a little better as far as the homework is concerned. Sounds like you do need a vacation. I hope all goes well at the Dr. tomorrow. Little things can always be dealt with. Try to find some time for you. You deserve it. Always good to hear from you, take care of yourelf :) Gretchen
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I know what you mean about the 40s. I felt the same when I lost another part of my tooth. I could just imagine myself with a toothy grin.
It is just so good to hear from you - hope you get some joy from the DR. Blessings and love to you Suzi
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Homework sucks, but maybe being busy is a good distraction. Glad you are SF and GF. Not smoking will help keep your body together longer. It\'s worth it!
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Take care of yourself - do not stress and enjoy, enjoy, enjoy your GF life. hugs/love
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so tired...i know the feeling...take care of you...finding BALANCE is a big part of \'recovering\' (I have some real work to do in that area too)...I live tired :(

or....do you THINK it\'s \'old\' age? ugh!
nasty thought.

three more weeks is do-able...but then...we only have to do today today :)

I can do most anything for one day.
hugggs
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I\'m sorry you are so stressed right now. You need some rest. Good luck at the doctors, I\'m sure things will get better. Peace and LOve. Patty