Missing you

Hey my Ash, your sisters went to grief camp even Kate this time! and she loved it, why doesnt anyone ever listen to me?? well there is so much that I would love to tell you and talk with you about, Im still so empty Im afraid to break the news but time doesnt heal  all wounds, I miss you more and more and sometimes wonder what you would be doing where and when  WHY??? Kate is the same age as you now,I hate it Ive made her wait but she keeps bugginig me about gettinig her permit I originally told her not till 18 , I dont know I couldnt protect you..I cant go thru this again but how long do I make her wait till she graduates college!!! hell no one is safe people still fly up and down the road your cross is a reminder everyday how careless they can be in a hurry to go nowhere..well wish you where here to see how eveyone has grown soon Kate will pass you up I hate it...I love and miss you so much .. Love youMom