Missin him

Made it thru the weekend without him.  Went to karaoke last night.  He didn't show.  He was probably recooping from his party weekend.  Saw that he was at home last night though.  The DJ told me about how Spanky ruined his annual pool party last year and because of that, he's not having one this year. He supposedly went to the bar and invited 20 people to the party that Lyle didn't know.  Then the girls were all jumping in the pool naked at 4 am which made Sonya very upset. So party is cancelled for 2008.  Bummer, I was looking forward to goin to Lyle's and have fun!  Ran into a friend of mine who went to the party this weekend and he said yes, rayna was there and it's no big deal that Spanky is dating her since Bobby was dating a girl 15 years younger.  Yes, but the focus word is "was" dating.  It just doesn't work.   I miss Spanky very badly.  I miss his smile and the sparkle in his eyes.  I miss how he looked at me and was "proud" to be my guy.  All I can do now is pray for him, ask God to watch over him and vocalize in quiet to him that I love him and want him back when I go past his house.  I hope for a quick recovery from this and can be back on track by talking to him like we talked about very soon.