it was supposed to be his birthday today.i never forget that.and i really MISS him so much!the pain that i thought has eased a little has come back stronger.and i begin to hope again that he might still be alive.
It takes a very lomgtime.Years in my csse. Just remember that.Your love\'s memory id alive and still in your heart.You will always miss your brother. I will always miss both of my sons. I will hurt and I will cry,but I am reaching a place. Maybe you should do a celebratio where jst you and your memories are allowed. Release some butterflies, or some white doves or even the relasing of the number. There are lots of wsys sometimie it will just come to you . Write a letter pouring out all your many feelings, and then have a littlr ceremony to burn it Up. Likde This is sort of like burnt oferingn like in the old testament. Testement. Maybe you can come up with a new tradition , for others to do, and by ths come up with a new . Any way my prayers and thoughts are with you at his difficult time,. Love and prayers,Peggy
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It takes a very lomgtime.Years in my csse. Just remember that.Your love\'s memory id alive and still in your heart.You will always miss your brother. I will always miss both of my sons. I will hurt and I will cry,but I am reaching a place. Maybe you should do a celebratio where jst you and your memories are allowed. Release some butterflies, or some white doves or even the relasing of the number. There are lots of wsys sometimie it will just come to you . Write a letter pouring out all your many feelings, and then have a littlr ceremony to burn it Up. Likde This is sort of like burnt oferingn like in the old testament. Testement. Maybe you can come up with a new tradition , for others to do, and by ths come up with a new . Any way my prayers and thoughts are with you at his difficult time,. Love and prayers,Peggy