miss her

im so sensitive and my moods go off of others. i miss kinddyke badly. she is hurting badly and has blocked me out to cope with life. and i miss her. she was my saving grace these last few years my rock, and now cant help her and it sucks. everyone copes differently just wish she needed me. to live so far away and not be able to give her a hug, or bring her a diet dew sucks. it scares me when i worry so much my head can go many places it shouldnt....just venting not good at the giving people space thing.