Miserable
No walk thru today....I received another email from the property mgmt group saying there is still problems after 2 exterminators sprayed. It's been since July 3rd. I still haven't moved in yet. ...I'm very frustrated that at this point they won't end the lease.
They said they had to replace the flooring in the kitchen and bathroom because of the infestation. I am more mad at myself for the bad decision.
I get mad at people with not living with their decisions and fully prepared to live with or at mine at this point. I just cant help but add it to the group of bad decisions I've made. I'm mad at Roomie for being so damn passive. I'm mad at Jo for letting me down and not keeping his word and Im mad at myself for yet another bad decision. I'm mad at my boss for not keeping her word and moving me up into her position. Im just mad.....
I did treat myself to dinner at Outback but.mad because I drank. I'm suppose to be sitting on my balcony...having coffee....with a smile on my face...but I'm just not there....just feeling so let down.
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Gentle empathy, my healing warrior. I hate it when the proverbial light at the end of the proverbial tunnel turns out to be yet another fast moving train. I've gotten to where that particular metaphor is a trigger for my hyper-vigilance/flight reflex.
Yay you for treating yourself to a good, solid dinner. Continued support while you ride out the disappointment.
Be gentle with yourself and patient with the process, setbacks and all.
The steps you have made to be in the position to have your own place is amazing. No mistakes there. I can only imagine how frustrating this situation is but at least it is being dealt with before you’re in.
I have faith in you that things will work out.
Are they charging you rent for all of July?
I’m sorry this is happening. Try not beat yourself up. We all make decisions based on the options at hand and the info we have. I have faith too that things will all work out. Thank goodness this all
came to a head before you moved everything and yourself in there.
Don't get down on yourself. You never know. This might turn into a Blessing instead of a curse. Stranger things happen.
Stay the course, you're doing great and we all love you!
God Bless