Misery

Tonight, I felt the need to jot down my feelings in regards to my upcoming surgery, which is frightening.  Only three more days until I'm on the operating table.  Not looking forward to it.....but it's medically necessary, and I'm in so much physical pain.  I've never had abdominal surgery before, but I'm confident in the surgeon's ability to perform the procedure.  However, I had a discussion with my children about the realities of surgery, and I expressed how much I love them, and my 4 year old grandson.  The bottom line is I'm a nervous wreck!
The past few days at work were challenging because of the pain.  I'm often on my feet because I teach preschool, and it takes endless energy to keep up with the little ones.  I couldn't take any meds prior to work because of the drowsy effect.  But thank God....the weekend is here, and I can rest as much as possible. 
Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers.  Thanks!
Sabrina