Minute by minute

In-laws, aren't they the best!?! LOL, NOT for me, but I am really trying to make ammends and find peace between us all. I don't want to keep tearing up my husbands heart.  I know he feels stuck in the middle of it all, and that isn't fair at all.  His younger sister got married this last weekend, and I was very cordial to them all. His mother got so drunk, it was ridiculous!!! I was like have a little grace! His sister has a 9 month old who she didn't even pay any attention to the whole night, not a hug or even held her.  SO that was frustrating. Plus she got drunk on top of it, when she is still breastfeeding her. I hope she pumped enough so they don't have to worry about that.  I guess it is just hard for me, cause they act so much better than everyone else, but in the truth of the matter they are just as messed up as anyone else.  His mom and sister had to go to a looney farm bout 5 years ago, if that doesn't wave a flag I don't know what will! I keep praying for grace, and to see them the way God see's them.  He loves them the same as me, and I need to remember that when I get so angry at them for there childish ways!