Minor woes of a teenage girl
There was no school today so I got to sleep in, catch up on my shows and stay in my pajamas(: But tonight there is a football game and a dance that my best friend really wants me to go to. She doesn't understand that I just want to be alone and without my meds, big crowds make me anxious. I actually want to go to the football game, but I'm not too big on dances anymore.
I love her with everything inside of me, but sometimes I wish she would just back off. I think she just wants me to be better and knows I can but should I feel bad for not wanting to go out? I promised a few of my other friends that I would hang out with them after the soccer game last night but I went to sleep instead. I wanted to hang out with them I just wasn't in the mood I guess.
If I were to go out tonight I'm sure I would have a blast, it's just the getting there that's tough.
Also, for my creative writing class we are starting our 9 week project. I chose to write an auto-biography. It is going to be based on the 5 days that I spent in a psych ward. But before we start, our teacher wants us to read something similar to our project. I started reading 'Reviving Ophelia' in class yesterday. It's opening up a lot of doors for me and helping me realize so much. Some parts can be boring, but if you are interested in psychology I highly reccomend it.
I love her with everything inside of me, but sometimes I wish she would just back off. I think she just wants me to be better and knows I can but should I feel bad for not wanting to go out? I promised a few of my other friends that I would hang out with them after the soccer game last night but I went to sleep instead. I wanted to hang out with them I just wasn't in the mood I guess.
If I were to go out tonight I'm sure I would have a blast, it's just the getting there that's tough.
Also, for my creative writing class we are starting our 9 week project. I chose to write an auto-biography. It is going to be based on the 5 days that I spent in a psych ward. But before we start, our teacher wants us to read something similar to our project. I started reading 'Reviving Ophelia' in class yesterday. It's opening up a lot of doors for me and helping me realize so much. Some parts can be boring, but if you are interested in psychology I highly reccomend it.
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