MIND BOGGLING CRAZY ADVERSARY

Me a nervous wreck, though like 67-yr-old me said to 24? yr old docltor: it's not what happens but how you respond to it.

     67 year old me crying like a little girl to docotor, and a bit to my apt manager---got me a xananx presciption out of doctor, gave a written apology to manager, and told her about my letter to local ppaer which she cancelled in order this nonsnse not get any worse.

      Me an idiot on so many levels re what has been going Sunday/Monday/today...but at 230 afternoon I'm bouncing back

       No good deed gone un-punished; all this heartache over me trying to save a tree---while old geezer in my apt building making sure his dog urinate on tree; he mr tough guy idiot....today a bag of dog poop at tree and 2 empty drink cartons, as though he expects me to get upset over him dirtying up our sidewalk; mind bogggling crazyness.

      Me learning inlast few days that, yeah like lib news says, it's hard to find a new place to stay....and mental health help is a long waiting list too.

       I'm stuck being glad I have a place to stay, even though there's depressing drama and loneliness with it.