Mild Depression (2nd trrimester)
Well i'm 14 weeks and excited about that bcuz i neva made it this far in a pregnancy b4, but im also a tad bit stressed out which i know is not good at all. I have been doing my best 2 remain positive and be happy. I prayed so hard 2 get pregnant and now i am and it feels as if everything is falling apart. Im not working right now so my boyfriend is paying all the bills and he hasnt complained about it but he has been having a little attitude here an there and it really hurts me although i never tell him. We both knew that once i got pregnant i wouldnt be able 2 work during the 1st trimester and now he seems as though he is pissed that im not working. He says things like "you havent done shit all day" and if i asked him to get me a glass of water or make me a sandwhich once he gets home he says stuff like "all you did was lay in the bed, you can get up and get your own stuff, you need 2 exercise" Why is he acting this way? I have been so sick with really bad headaches and swelling in my feet and he acts as if im just faking and not pregnant......he makes me feel so bad 4 not being able 2 work, but i know me being home was the best for my unborn baby and i just wanted 2 make sure our baby made it here safely.....why cant he see that???? Im going back to work because i just cant take this treatment any more.... Then he never wants 2 spend time with me, he works 6days a weeks from 730am til 9pm and after he gets off he goes to kick it with his guy friends.....so i basically only get qt on sunday and he sleeps all day.....this situation just really sucks and im really sad about it....jus dont know wat 2 do anymore....im reaching out 2 him and its like he is pushing me away.....so what do i do now? I know i need 2 focus on my baby and be happy that im blessed each min that my baby is ok...i have to try my hardest 2 put all the bs aside and strong 4 my baby....Please keep me in ur prayers if u read this.....Thank you
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