Mild Afternoon Pain 1/5/2014

So far the pain has been mild today which is a nice change. It's still there but hasn't flaired up yet today. I wonder if the day will ever come where the pain is gone for good?
I was lazy today but in a good way. Laundry, video games and football. I didn't want to do anything to aggrevate this stupid pain. Tomorrow I have to work and I'll lift weights at lunchtime.
My friend Brian will start his new job tomorrow. I hope he is ok as he has bad anxiety maybe worse then mine. He finally got some meds a few months ago and that seems to have helped.
My neighbor had to go to the hospital because she has diabetes and had a foot ulcer. I called her and she seems good.
Mentally I'm still okay just a bit anxious about Tuesdays doc appointment. Between the weather and not knowing what is going to come of this I'm just a bit nervous. I just want some relief and maybe some answers. Relief is more important then answers but I would like to know what the heck is going on. I may never know.
I'm just praying for better days. If I can control this pain I can make better progress with my therapy as right now all I can think about is pain.