might be time for a change

I got to thinking why i am alone, i keep on sabotaging my efforts to make and keep friends.  I can't blame anyone but myself for how things have turned out, but i can't help but think maybe it's supposed to be this way.  I keep making it awkward and uncomfortable for people to talk to me.  Atleast no one has to worry about me talking to them anymore because i think it might be time for a few changes in my life, i don't know what exactly yet but things have to change.  It's ok tho, i don't have to worry about making it awkward, uncomfortable or anything else for anyone