MFOAF (My Fuck of a Father) / Maybe??

Da -DaDaddyOrFather will do-Usually that’s what he hears form you Not himUnlike mostOrUnlike all This dad doesn’t love youHe lets you fallHe doest love you at all After you cooked dinner He screams “Poison!”And laughs like it didn’t hurt you He screams once more“ You’ll never do ! Ha success in you? Failer you’ll always be.. Try a little harder B!” Encouragement sounds in his voiceAnd also ones in vain God! I can’t stand this pain ! A razorOrDrugsMy only escape from this pain I cut once in private He sees the scars he caused  He throws a razor at meAnd says “Go fuckin’ die and cut yourself you EMO bitch!” I look at the razorPick it up and think  Maybe?Maybe I should? Screams of pain telling me-“No!”-“Don’t!”-“ We care about you!”-“We love you !” I set it down -They stop  And I still think …. Maybe?Just maybe?