MENTAL BREAKDOWN!

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH MY ANXIETY IS NOT HELPING ME RIGHT NOW.
(Calm down.)  Okay, so my mom has a bunch of people right now, who are outside smoking.  My siblings and a few other kids are downstairs, where I was a minute ago.  They were playing with balloons.  My mom and I both have this thing about balloons where we will become really scared and mad around them.
Everyone is being stupid, and fighting over a balloon (i.e. pulling on it - POP ALERT)  Let me know if anyone else has this fear, hopefully I am not the only one.