Memorys ( Bad or Good )

 I feel like I hit a Dam Brick Wall. I am so Dam Tired of Not Have My Memorys. It feels like someone went into My Head and said She doesn't need anything Good & Stable. I hate being Me Right Now. I am trying to do what someone said about don't look at the Person who abused You or Yourself but look at the Objects( Like Colors, Shape, Rooms, Places Etc. I also don' t have alot of Patientance & that might put My first step at Jeoperdy.
          I can 't give Up I have made alittle Process having Counselors' Helps and people on Here. Thanks to Everyone & God Bless Each & Everyone of You. Hugs to All