Memories Come to Haunt Me

This week is an emotional one for me folks. Sorry I haven't been around much, but it's not that I haven't thought of everyone here, ALOT! See, my ex Daniel came back into town, and now we've been trying to mend the fences, and try to repair the damage done long ago. It's so far involved some crying, and some angry memories, but it's all for the better... I think. So wish me/us luck, and let's pray that once I get out all of these stored up emotions, and old heart-wounds... that I'll be all the stronger for it. I don't know if I should hope, or cry some more, or what really is going on, or what he is expecting to happen. Though there are already boundaries in place... First of which being: there will never ever be a relationship between us again, so do not lead yourself to believe there will be. That being said, do not try to make me feel guilty for staying with Tyrone, and not leaving him for you. That's an automatic foul, and you won't be allowed back. Then there's the personal fouls.. lol. (Yes, the basketball analogies are accurate, and how he understands them) Whatever works right? So far I've found his visit cleansing, and relaxing. There have been a few rough patches we've had to talk through, but.... I see a friendship in our future. Wish us luck, I'm always open to advice, please feel free to email me, write me, or leave me your beautiful comments.Love you all!!!!!! (even if I'm not here ALL THE TIME, I'm trying to build a life offline...) Bye for now guys.