memorial service

We went to a memorial service at the hospital chapel today in remembrance of all babys taken before there time.  It was such a nice service and a wonderful thing that they do for our precious angels. Im so glad we went.  We also had a wonderful support group with us  my sister and her family came,my mom,and my husbands mom and step dad were all there. It was also bittersweet I cried the whole time I was there. They played songs to remind us that he wont be in our arms and talked about him being with god. Dont get me wrong it was a nice service I just cried more there than I cry at home.    I dont know if that was a step foward or a step back.  Should I have gone and not cried?  When will it get better? Will it ever?   I miss you my precious Wyatt.I wish I could kiss you one more time.