Memorial Day Mon 5 25 15

So very hard is this estrangement 'thing'! Each of us in this estranged nightmare, find that we are at a place within our minds, our hearts, & our souls right now, that we hope will help us get thru- day to day, week to week, some of us now, year to year even. But it can be the minute to minute sometimes, that can just get hold of our thoughts at moments, & this is when we turn to one another, HERE, on this so very helpful support forum. After over 15+ years of 'this' nonsense, I don't care what OR who caused it! I just want it to stop, & it hasn't & doesn't! But in the end, it is MY ESTRANGED, SELFISH, FOOLISH, (& still beloved), DAUGHTER, who will have to stand alone, WITH HER MAKER, to answer for this! AND ANY OTHERS, (daughter or son in laws, aunts/uncles, former spouses/husbands/significant others, etc.), will also have to face up to their part in this! Also, ALONE, AT THEIR TIME, as well! So to me, the who or why of 'this', only matters to us each in our OWN way, in the end, sadly, as well...And this estrangement 'thing' is aptly named...Because 'IT' truly is JUST F..KNG PLAIN STRANGE! So, thanks, to all of you who listen, who share your hurt, your pain, & your confusion, anger, frustration, & love! We truly can and do help each other here! But, it really doesn't matter who caused this estrangement in the end...We all still must find & believe, in knowing, we are good & really did do a fine job...It's just still going to be what it is...AND WE still MUST KNOW WE ARE decent, NO MATTER WHAT THEY MAY THROW OUR WAY! Hugs to you all!